Sometimes: I feel like I should give up trying to lose weight before the wedding.
Always: I know that I just have to get it together and stay consistent.
Sometimes: I just want to go away...far away... and start my life over from HS graduation
Always: I know that this is not even possible, so I better accept all of the mistakes I have made and move on. I am blessed to have the life I have now... so I cannot dwell on the past.
Sometimes: I want to just stay in bed all day and call out sick from work.
Always: I know I would rather be at work with Amber than at home playing hooky alone.
Sometimes: I love to get manicures and pedicures.
Always: I know that I can save money and do it myself. If I concentrate I can do a pretty good job.